Wednesday, April 27, 2016

Meditating during radiation

When I start my radiation in the morning, the machine begins and I immediately go into meditation mode and prayers.

 I chat with the technicians then they leave the room and the machine starts. I close my eyes and immediately begin with a prayer. "Father God, please help the technicians and doctor to rid my body of this cancer, make the area safe to never grow cancer back again and just eliminate any traces of cells that carry the mean cancer. The machine rotates, I watch the tech's rotate out radiation panels on the maachine and then it begins again. I meditate to envision the cancer flowing out of my body. They change radiation panels again and then I say another prayer while looking at the beautiful sky and tree mural on the ceiling. I ask Father God to keep walking with me , hold my hand, shoulder and arm to  know HE is there and to even carry me and make footprints in the sand on and in the hard moments ahead of me. I thank Him for my friends and familial you while they walk me through this. 

I always walk out of there with a great feeling that this is working. I am being healed! Thank YOU all for being there for me and my family. Day 11 of 33 treatments today. 

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