Feeling sad that the spot on my liver and the spot on my lung has now excluded me from one of the pallis studies my oncologist and I were excited to get involved in. Just sad my body has let Me down and now I can't help in the name of research for those that might need a dual cocktail of maintenance drugs to keep recurrence of cancer from happening. The study board would only consider putting me in the study if I were to have biopsies on both spots not worth it.
Damn body.
Waiting to get only expander I have exchanged out hopefully in the next few weeks so I can get MRI's on those liver and lung spots.
I am blessed, I know, to be alive, but having my body fail time and time again is sure getting old. Praying to God that these spots are not cancer.
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